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| heyy guyss and girls. . . hebers going okay, and my weeks been pretty good up until tonight. . . see, i was talking to somone i care about. . A LOT, and a little problem happend that i really didnt mean to happen, anyways, i hurt her (even tho i didnt mean to) and its bothering me and making me more sad than ive been in a while. . .this girl wasnt just any girl, she was THE girl, lol, the most important girl, the one that has always been there for me and ive always tried to be there for her. . . now that this little problem occurred, she told me the friendship was over and ruined. . . wow, i suck dont i? this was the best friendship i had ever had, i loved this girl so much (i mean i still do, but i guess it doesnt really matter to her anymore) and now i feel pretty alone, its a pretty sucky feeling. . . i just want her to kno that ill always care about her, (even if she still hates me) and even tho she may not want it, my heart will always be in her right back pocket (only she should understand that) and until im as close to her as i was before im going to keep trying to make her happy. no one could ever take her place, shes a one of a kind and should be treated perfectly. . . i guess im not the one to do that?
This post is deticated to: the most amazing person to ever be in my life. . and you kno who you are.
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| heyy guysssssss. . . so i guess everyone, or mostly everyone knows that im moving. . or moved, im not sure what it is right now, we have a house rented right now, till we find one worthy of buying, lol, but we cant move in till the first so this week ill move in. . . but anyways, lol, better news is that im here!! lol, in maumelle and i dont have anything to do tonight. . . heber is pretty good, i miss my friends here but i dont miss my school, i hated OG, hebers school is mucho better, lol, i think i might be shutting my xanga down, im not sure tho. . . should i?! i guess ill just let everyone go, give me a call or somthing if you wanna hang out?
byeeeeeeeeeeee. . .
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| happy new year everyone?? im a little bored but i guess since im sitting here talking to kori its much better, lol, this past week has been pretty "crunk", stephen and i hung out with fabian a lot. . . good times, lol, off roading, hitting fire hidrants, breakfast at midnight, its been nice, lol. . . i got to see kori the other night for the first time in like. . 937509749574 years, lol, it was really good to see her and hang out with her. . . i missed my kori, lol. . . well i guess ill let yall go, happy new years again, g'nighttttttttttttttt. . . i <3 my kori ann. . . .hehe
-NATE DOGGGGGGG | | |
| well everythings going muchhhhhhhhhhhh better, lol, i pretty much just got back from spending a week in heber springs with some family, good times, bought ANOTHER guitar, lol. . .anyways heres some things that got a bit better, lol. . .
-april and i are going out now, very good, parents are still causing a little trouble, lol, but its all good
-best friend? back to normal. . hela-good? lol, yea
-still not grounded again. . . hela-rad. . lol
well i guess ill let yall go. . . laterrrrrrrrrr
<3 you April. . . .
N-U-K-K-A Nathan. . . | | |
| so uhhh my life has been pretty good lately? lol, besides a couple of tragic happenings. . .
-i like somone? lol, yes
-feel like ive lost my best friend? terrible but yes. .
-a chance that the one i like may not be able to like me, because of parents? again, terrible, but yes
-soccer is starting soon? yes, very happy
-still ungrounded? yes, very good
-people keep getting on to my xanga name and changing everything, then calling ME immature? yes, very stupid, i kno
-christmas vacation? heck yesssss
welll. . i think thats it, but i hope everything will turn out good. . .
p.s. (to the one whom i like, lol)- i hope your parents dont affect your feelings<333
i guess ill talk to everyone laterrrr. . .
nathannn | | |
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